almost a quarter century

Bismillaahi,

Some years ago when i was in my first year of university, i ever asked a friend. She was just turn 24 and i was wondering how it felt to be 24. She said it was just so so. And then i also asked my mom about how it felt when being 50. I also asked my Dad how to be 54. All said that they didnt think it. It was just numbers. But they are right, at last Age is only numbers. What we have done during those ages is the most important thing. 

And this April last, i will get my new age. 25. It's a mature age, isnt it ? And i questioned my self. What I have done in my life for almost 25 years.

When i was in my first year of junior high, i found a magazine with an article about some famous university names in UK. At that time, i teared the pages and saved it. It became one of my dream. I had a dream to be there and schooled there. I imagined if i sat on the senior high, i would get a scholarship or joining a student exchange and be somewhere in Europe or USA. And then i could study in one of the famous university. It was such a sweet dream at that time until i realized that i didn't do anything to make my dreams come true, and it became a real fake daydream since then. I was just following the system until now. Even in my almost a quarter century, i feel like i was just a day dreamer. No achievement that i could reach until now. 

Time flies by like a blink of eyes. I regretted all the past time i had. But life wheel always moves forward, it never looks back. So does my life. I remember these two little kitties were just about my grasp's size some months ago. And now they have been gaining weight and hard to be lifted. Life seems to to much faster for them, right. -)) But it's from our POV. .

B said that time gets shorter along with our age. When we were just one, one year feels like a year. When 10, it feels like 10 % of the feeling that we feel when we were a year old baby. and now when almost 25 life even gets so much shorter than i have felt before. No wonder that when i was in elementary, i felt like everything and every time walked so slow. And after i graduated and being in my junior, then senior, then in college, all feels like just a blink now. 25 years of living is really so fast. And the time for being like my mom and my dad's age is also so near.

I still have many dreams left, i still have many hopes, 25 years (if Allaah gives me his will). .


I hope to be a better person, to make my family happy, to make my Allaah happy,,inshaaAllaah.

Fighting !! ^^9