Bismillaahi,
I keep saying to my self. . .
it is ok. . .it is fine. . .youve just opened hundreds not thousands. Dont let your heart be upset, cause Allaah's promisses are true. Keep trying. No matter how hard, there would be one in a million who is not only pick up or discard. If you were to stop now, look at your parents faces ! Dont bring them down once more and more. You will find sooner or later. . inshaaAllaah. . .keep your head up. SMANGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTT !
I really dont feel fine. But getting many rejections is like hurting my own pride. Like i am really not that good for anyone. like i better burrying my self, hiding on the corner of darkness. Or just jumping off the cliff. But i believe in Allaah. He knows everything best for me than my self. And i just have to keep everything stay in the TRACK ~~~the hardest part somehow.
Dont worry mom, there would be my turn someday. . inshaaAllaah. Keep praying for your daughter :(
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