Thursday, April 12, 2012

bad mood

Bismillaahi,

Lately, we have bad moods. For many reasons, it has made us trying to support each other. Ya, too many things inside our head. About future, about family, friends, ideology, education. . . .i my self, feel like i wanna cry. Or just sit beside him, hold his hand tight and he calmly say "everythings gonna be ok, deli."

B. . . :( . . .

No hope . . .no dream. . .u said that. . .but we must fight rite ? never lose hopes, or we wont ever reach our dreams.

Mom. . .i really wish to make all your hopes tobe true. But all of these seems to be so not easy :( . I only wish to graduate, get job, marry, have kids. . . as normal as others have. but . . .i even havent got one of them :( .

i am so sad :(. . .mom. . .dad. . .B. . . .

it was not a surprise that B could feel if theres something wrong with me, if theres something bad i think that he could feel. B always be able to solve me, but still i couldnt say what is actually i feel and think. Just stay beside me B. . .as always, support me. . .as you always do.
Keep praying cause Allah always be with us. . .rite. . .

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