Bismillaahi,
This world is just too mean, don’t you think so ? Everything is measured by size, level, material, power, etc. Oh. . .we have labels! This world is SICK ! I feel like I don’t belong to this earth. I mean not the “earth” itself which makes things worse but the PEOPLE! Yeah. . .and how lucky I am so I be one of them. But of course I don’t blame Allaah cause I am part of them, just say, it’s part of my life exams.
I feel like so desperate when I can’t do anything since my basic instinct is something that I can’t avoid. Sometimes I wish I were a vegetarian Vampire who eat only TOFU. I really don’t wanna hurt anything or anybody. You know people have power with their minds that they can do anything. And it is sometimes scary in some ways.
It’s ridiculous watching them from my kind (humans) doing . . .I said “ALL THE THINGS”. . .that they can do to win over something. Life is a race, and if you don’t compete in it, you might be one that would be the looser. Why can’t we more respect the process within than the result we would get? I mean, everyone is born with shortcomings and plus things at the same time. Nobody’s perfect. . . .with the looks. . .with anything.
And I hate it when I am out there, people look down on me like I am an alien with huge size. They don’t count my ability. Why if I do not care about my looks?? Will it hurt your self?? Or your eyes??? I know I am not skinny, then??
This world is just too mean, don’t you think so ? Everything is measured by size, level, material, power, etc. Oh. . .we have labels! This world is SICK ! I feel like I don’t belong to this earth. I mean not the “earth” itself which makes things worse but the PEOPLE! Yeah. . .and how lucky I am so I be one of them. But of course I don’t blame Allaah cause I am part of them, just say, it’s part of my life exams.
I feel like so desperate when I can’t do anything since my basic instinct is something that I can’t avoid. Sometimes I wish I were a vegetarian Vampire who eat only TOFU. I really don’t wanna hurt anything or anybody. You know people have power with their minds that they can do anything. And it is sometimes scary in some ways.
It’s ridiculous watching them from my kind (humans) doing . . .I said “ALL THE THINGS”. . .that they can do to win over something. Life is a race, and if you don’t compete in it, you might be one that would be the looser. Why can’t we more respect the process within than the result we would get? I mean, everyone is born with shortcomings and plus things at the same time. Nobody’s perfect. . . .with the looks. . .with anything.
And I hate it when I am out there, people look down on me like I am an alien with huge size. They don’t count my ability. Why if I do not care about my looks?? Will it hurt your self?? Or your eyes??? I know I am not skinny, then??
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