One morning in my Life

Bismillaahi,

Hulllaaaa. . .whats up alll ^^' /

I wanna tell something about this freaky morning. Fyi, ive been getting flu since two days ago and getting worse by days. T.T. . . la basa, tohuurun inshaaAllaah (knee down hands held high in front of face. . aamiin :D ). My dad always tells me this if i get flu. "Tiny nose got blocked, what a pity!" Errrrr. . . .who gave me this type of nose btw !! He's a kind of ignorant about this fact, if i did clone his noseeeeee. (_ _ #) lol . Even B told me with a sigh, "Why do you all has that kind of nose??" . Ok my nose my life, do you all has business in it ?? I know. .you are not. So leave my cute nose alllll aloneee !! ahahaha. This is given by Allaah ta'ala and i am so blessed that i still have it to at least. . .smell your fart. (yuck !)

I got an unusual text from a friend. Its written like this "What is love ?" Haha. . .with my eyes half opened at 4 am, I tried to read . . .welll. . .i didnt read wrong, its right. lol.

So, i replied with a hesitation. Heu. . .how i could answer such silly question if i also always wonder what love is :D. But here is my answer. . .

"Love is something that you can't force. To love has many reasons that makes it reasonless. It can be a disaster and also a blessing, depends on how you mean and use it. "

Haha. . .am i like an Edgar Allan Poe now?? :D Its so poetic, even i didnt really get the meaning :P . But after that i corrected and sent another text said i should say that and might be i  better said simply as i didnt know. haha. Cause ive mentioned about Poe, so here i copy you one of my favorite poem created by him. (Actually the only one i know. haha)

A Dream Within A Dream

Take this kiss upon the brow!

And, in parting from you now,

Thus much let me avow-

You are not wrong, who deem

That my days have been a dream;

Yet if hope has flown away

In a night, or in a day,

In a vision, or in none,

Is it therefore the less gone?

All that we see or seem

Is but a dream within a dream.

I stand amid the roar

Of a surf-tormented shore,

And I hold within my hand

Grains of the golden sand-

How few! yet how they creep

Through my fingers to the deep,

While I weep- while I weep!

O God! can I not grasp

Them with a tighter clasp?

O God! can I not save

One from the pitiless wave?

Is all that we see or seem

But a dream within a dream? 

If i am not mistaking, it is about a love separation, and how he wish he could control Time, which in fact he cant. So he said to his self that maybe all is only a dream, , inside a dream

Ok Leave him, and back to topic. lol. In that such of morning, after getting an unusual text, i took a pill for my flu. Did you know whats happened to me after that ??? Ok i know you didnt know. . haha . I got an Allergy!! hiaaaaa. .  .>,< . . my face was almost as cute as Momo, my sexy fish i ever mentioned before. Fyi, She (I keep saying that she is a she not a he. . .although idk what is she. lol) has two big and round eyes which like almost out from her face. And i did be like that. haha. It was like ive just got a plastic surgery to make my cute tiny nose be sharper and pointed ! haha. It was itchy at first and getting bigger. Ewww. . .it was so baddd. But wish me get better soooon. amin inshaaAllaah. Ok, i must go now, i will tell other things later inshaaAllaah. :P

love,