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Bismillaahi,

For some people, what i really wish to get in this life is not a worth dream. Some of them said that we just have to walk on the path and somehow it will lead us to that point. Easy to say right?

I begin to think that every failure i got this far is not because i cant. It was like i did something that i didnt really want.

Time wont wait. I see the fear on my parents eyes. In the time when they should put their fear on my future, i keep being unfaithful. What i need now is only a help. And only to Allaah ta'ala i could ask for.