The Reflection

Bismillaahi,

Sometimes, i feel like i can see my self inside somebody's eyes. Not part of the reflection of my eyes watching on it. But it goes deeper than that. A part of me which i am hard to describe, is just standing over there. No matter how far this person is, or even if i havent ever really meet him in person, it is just like i saw my self on the mirror. Those people are the mirror, who tell me what i look like, how i am, etc. Yes, I knew it was me inside their eyes. But still the truth, i havent meet or seen my self directly. Just like those people who meet and interact with us.

Isnt it a little bit strange that we let other people see us, but we..who own this body and soul, is the one who cant. That is why i am always curious about how people look at me. No matter if it is about a good thing or a bad thing. People will always make the judgement, right? just them who give it a second chance that let the first impression doesnt judge all the things happen after that. And i wanna be that kind of person too. At least i am trying to be. It is just too unfair if we let things that come from our sides becomes the only one who decides it. Let them show us who they are. The decission is only whether to let people in or not, so they can listen more about us. But i dont know if it is something important or not, cause i know people who dont think we are important, wont try to listen us too. 

And it is not only me who feel the same, right? We all just the same after all. 

This blog, i made it to let out my mind. It is like i open the door i used to close. To let people know a little bit part of me. But i soon realize i was doing stupid things. Nobody would really care about it. hhaa... So, i am back to where i used to be. So, although nobody cares, i still open this door. And after this door is only a confusing labirin. Like an unorganized library. Make others feel to as soon as possible to leave the building.

But no matter what...i am like standing in front of the mirror, saying to my self "dont be sad dear my self. I am the one who will always love you although sometimes i hesitate it, but i am the one who stand by you forever."