shall i?

Bismillaahi,

I really dont know what i must do now. I hesitated so much when thinking about what you were doing. That i couldnt believe you to always do your responsibility. Every time you broke it, it felt like you drew your self away from me step by step. And getting further by day. But in a time i told my self that i would not give you up. I gave you a chance. I was so happy that i saw you changing. It felt like i could rely on your shoulder. But now. . . .

You ignore it. I feel like you were to bring me so high and then tear my wings, and i fell to the deepest sea.

You really really have brought me down.
I always remember about what my friend said. . . .And it was true.

Do i have to give you up now ? Do i have to give us up?

It was so fairy taley, so lala landley. . . . . . . . . .

please,