Bismillaahi,
Butterflies are everywhere in my belly now. I feel so nervous. I am used to get failure. . .so many failures. And now when the chance is a step closer, i feel so nervous. Will i get a failure again when it is this close ? Will i see disappointment on their faces again ? Can i reach a happy end pride ? I really wanna cry and shout out loud cause i am so scared imagining i might make a mistake.
Being optimistic but not take things that easy in a same time is hard. I can fly so high out of control. And i am scared that i would be too high. Dont you remember. . if we are brave enough to build hope, then we must be strong also to know that there always be a failure possibility.
They have done too many things to make me be in that place, to pick up my chances. And i am not that brave to see if i make mistake. It is my last chance. And ready or not. . i must be ready to go . . again.
Smangaaaaaaadddd !!!! p(^o^)q !!!
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