Bismillaahi,
Do you believe that everything's happened for a reason? And nothing in this world is happened under a luck? Life is not a movie nor a fairy tale. The two theories are only part of human's worriness about this real world. Just like how i wish my life were a movie, my life were a fairy tale.
That is why, this life comes in balancy. You do good. . you get good. You give bad. . .you get bad in return, just maybe you dont realize how life hits you for everything you do or give for it.
When you dont get or cant achieve what you really want, dont blame others or even Allaah or even think that the events happened in your life are only things that must be done like that. I mean, you think it as a bad luck and you cant do anything. No. . .it is just because of your self. You need to make a deep thinking. Observing that maybe there is something inside your self which makes things not happened as you wish. Again, life keeps the balance by giving the return of everything we have done.
Failure. Failure. Failure. This word is like has no tired feeling to haunt us every time we wanna reach our dreams. . (in my case actually). We think that we have done all efforts and still, success is lost its way to find us. Then it is us who becomes so tired. Sometimes it feels like better to surrender and wait for the future bring us. But. . .is it life for sure? No meaning at all. It reminds me of a sentence "Life is not only about waiting death in a line" ya. . .it is right. We cant just stand still, keep silent and wait for our turn to face death.
Dont you remember about this, if this world is only temporary, we come here to drink, after that back to our final destination? So, it is so wrong if we just blame others or destiny and receive all the things written to us. It really is never be right.
That is why, as a person, we cant stop repairing our self. Because, everything we want to get is started from our self. Right ?
I know i am so far from good also. I know i am. I guess nobody wants to be a bad man, yet, being a good man is also not that kind of easy. But still. . .its not an obligatory if we are far from good, we may choose to be the bad one. lol. I remember this one "If you dont know how to fix your self. Stop breaking it. " I told to my self, i know i am not good, i am so lazy, but then. . .it wont stop me. I try as much as possible to not break any rule even if in fact i break too many :( . At least i know it is wrong and feel bad after i did it. But still i am sooooo far. :( . Just pray for me and each other, ok :)
In many case, sometimes we just have to loose. It is just have to. . . .
Allah ta'ala always knows the best for us, and He has the best reason why we dont get what we want. . .cause He knows best, what we need most. :)
Dont you remember about this, if this world is only temporary, we come here to drink, after that back to our final destination? So, it is so wrong if we just blame others or destiny and receive all the things written to us. It really is never be right.
That is why, as a person, we cant stop repairing our self. Because, everything we want to get is started from our self. Right ?
I know i am so far from good also. I know i am. I guess nobody wants to be a bad man, yet, being a good man is also not that kind of easy. But still. . .its not an obligatory if we are far from good, we may choose to be the bad one. lol. I remember this one "If you dont know how to fix your self. Stop breaking it. " I told to my self, i know i am not good, i am so lazy, but then. . .it wont stop me. I try as much as possible to not break any rule even if in fact i break too many :( . At least i know it is wrong and feel bad after i did it. But still i am sooooo far. :( . Just pray for me and each other, ok :)
In many case, sometimes we just have to loose. It is just have to. . . .
Allah ta'ala always knows the best for us, and He has the best reason why we dont get what we want. . .cause He knows best, what we need most. :)
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