Getting Far from The Right

Bismillaahi,

Have you ever feel this. . .Youve made many mistakes, broken many rules. . .but still, You dont cry. Your fault cant make you cry. You dont regret it. You want to, but you dont feel it in your heart. Now, it is not your fault which makes it wrong, but your feeling. You should cry and regret all the mistakes you have done.

Is it what usually said as a stone heart ? It is not right :( . You know it is wrong, but still you dont feel the wrong thing.

Are you getting far from the right thing ? so that your heart is not as sensitive as before. 

I am so scared. I have seen so many people fell down for something not worth. Am i part of them now ? :(

I cant take care it well. Ive lost my way. No. . .i dont lose it . I know where to go. But i really dont know what has happened :( . I am even not a turtle anymore.

Up down You know it best. . Allaah. Show me your way again. . . . Soften my heart. . . .amin, inshaaAllaah